Something Is Missing...

So I rarely vent via a computer.... but I feel the need. I have just been super bummed lately. I am typically a person that has every inch of her life perfect. I try to not let life get the best of me. Been there and done that. I try to happy and upbeat. I just have been struggling lately. I have had a couple of things happen in my life as far as a couple of my jobs (I will not name the 2 out of the 3 which i have this problem with), an instance with my family, and a few crappy friendships. I just really never feel good enough for anyone. I take it back. I feel good enough for Jamie. He continues to be a solid rock in my life. He is amazing! I am not ready for kids, I am comfortable with my religion, and I just can't think of anything else that is missing. I just want to put a question out to this great void and say... What is missing?