So I have always suffered from anxiety. For anyone who knows me well, you know I always had a little OCD. Everything has to be just so... and if it isn't I FREAK OUT. I alphabetize everything. I have to do all the cleaning for fear my husband won't do it just like I like it. And I also deep clean my house weekly. Yes even working two jobs, I have to scrub base boards, refold everything, and clean out my fridge. Well as time goes by I get more and more anxiety. I often find myself hanging up the phone and analyzing everything I just said. "You shouldn't have said this" or "You should have said that". I can't go to bed at night because I have to triple check I turned everything off or that I set my alarm. Which by the way I have two alarms for fear that one won't go off and I will over sleep and be late to something. Recently I have had panic attacks. Full blown chest tightening and I can't breathe. I really wonder if I am just too busy stressing or if it will just get worse as I get older. Any advice?
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
So my dog Phil is the one with the allergies. And while her itching has gotten better.... she has started a new habit. LICKING! She licks everything. And now she has sore spots on her tummy from licking it so much. So now we have to put a benedryl and neosporin type cream on her sores. Well as you may have guessed she licks it off. So our vet recommended a cone. Well now they have a new version that restricts them from licking or biting but doesn't impair their vision. And in comes the donut. Sad but cute. Phil is now my little donut.
Posted by Jamie and Covie Gonzales at 8:18 PM