So I rarely vent via a computer.... but I feel the need. I have just been super bummed lately. I am typically a person that has every inch of her life perfect. I try to not let life get the best of me. Been there and done that. I try to happy and upbeat. I just have been struggling lately. I have had a couple of things happen in my life as far as a couple of my jobs (I will not name the 2 out of the 3 which i have this problem with), an instance with my family, and a few crappy friendships. I just really never feel good enough for anyone. I take it back. I feel good enough for Jamie. He continues to be a solid rock in my life. He is amazing! I am not ready for kids, I am comfortable with my religion, and I just can't think of anything else that is missing. I just want to put a question out to this great void and say... What is missing?
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3 years ago
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Hey Cov- Sorry to hear you are down. You have many people who care about and love you.....even if you don't know it. I think a girls night out is missing, and then we can sit down and really talk.....What do you say???
Covie... I have the something is missing problem too. I too have a wonderful, perfect life. But I just am not happy or satisfied sometimes. I find myself realizing I CANNOT do everything for everyone all the time. I feel like I never get a break from what I have to do or what I need to do or what Eric and the kids think I need to do....
I believe.. life is a series of tests. I think you have to find your own way through those tests and you will!! Look at me I'm 31 and I keep hoping I will figure stuff out soon.
All I can say is your friends are here for you when you need us... you need to find your spritual place that is in you -- it will help you find your way.. No one else can. And when you find your way you can hold my hand and help me find mine.
I totally feel ya on this one Covie! Life just really gets to ya sometimes. I'm glad you have Jamie I feel that way about Lamar, I know he will be there for me through it all. Especially the friendship I have had so many friends just really disappoint me. All I can say is hang in there and really think of yourself and what's going to make you happy. Your "true" friends are going to stick by you no matter what. And as far as Family...well that is a tough one you can only say and do so much. Hang on to those around you that care about you. Family is a two way relationship give what you can and if the other half can't do the same, well at least you can say you tried. Good Luck. :)
I hope you're okay Covie! Please dont worry about helping me with the dance, Im sure that just adds to your plate. Anyway I love ya, call me!
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